The Amsterdam Affair

PART OF ME

You are a part of me now. I can never get rid of you. You will always remain inside, there in me. You shall never disappear. Although, with time, memories will fade away. After few years apart and then again coming close for sometime and then again drifting apart, those few moments were the best time in my life. They say you can never forget your first love, I guess its true. I don't know when will I see you again, I don't know when will I speak to you again, but one thing I am sure of, that is, I won't be able to love a person the same way I did to you. That is the harsh reality of my life. You win some, you lose some. I guess I lost you.
But I still feel your smell crawling under my skin.

The Lost Change IV

Oh my God ! You have written this poem for me, I love you, said the husband excitedly. She nodded in agreement and imagined her long lost love.

Silence

As long as you can remain silent,
you can pretend that nothing awkward happened.

Rise

I have seen people die,
And their families cry.
I have seen soldiers fight,
In the middle of a night.
I have seen people struggle,
And families stumble.
I have seen brave men fall,
Filled with youth and all.
I have seen the bloody war,
And stopped questioning what for?
I have seen the bodies and blood,
Mixed with the flow of mud.
They gave up their lives protecting our country,
And people said they just died abruptly.

My father always said, a soldier never dies,

And just like the breeze they rise through the skies,

Shining in front of our eyes,

Like the fireflies.

The Lost Change II

"Don't talk to me as if I am a complete stranger", he said to me after years,
Deep down inside I look for him in every stranger.

The Lost Change III

I dedicate this song to you, he said before our break up.
Years later that song is still on my most played list.